I cannot simply believe that what God has called me to do today, he will call me to do tomorrow.
I just cannot.
I cannot believe that playing music will save lives.
I cannot believe that feeding the hungry, or housing the homeless will save lives.
I cannot believe that I can save lives.
but Christ can.
when will I begin to look past the "one way" ideology and truly believe Christ's power?

Women are of the worst commodities.
Such needed instruments in this turn about of events,
you make me feel terrible, you make me want to have sex, you make me do things I hate.
But in you, there is love, there is peace, there is assurance.
Triumph!
Emptiness.
How weak I am.
We are out of worse commodity.
Vile and concrete, we are truth.
We are only grass to be burned by the sun!

I should be honest, I am so easily distracted by the whim of the fragrant of a woman.
This is all rather useless.

May God be my guide.
Was Christ ever logical?

I cannot tell you how much the book of James put things into at least a bit of perspective.
We can do all the good we want in this world and still miss God.